Orcinus Dorka

rainebrown: totally not canon … i regret nothing

Tue, 21 May 2013 20:01:44 +0200

totally not canon

…

i regret nothing

constantly in progress: moreinsanerer: w e l p.Thanks to the company that owns my day job...

Tue, 21 May 2013 18:30:58 +0200

constantly in progress: moreinsanerer: w e l p.Thanks to the company that owns my day job...:

w e l p.

Thanks to the company that owns my day job getting sold, I no longer have one. In situations like this, I have seen many of my Tumblr comrades offer art commissions.

I am not an artist — at least not in the drawing/painting/digital sense of the word. At least not one…

writingcyan: By 1212m. Oh Sniper, it’s not easy maintaining...

Tue, 21 May 2013 17:41:35 +0200

writingcyan:

By 1212m.

Oh Sniper, it’s not easy maintaining the pose of a professional with Spy around, is it? Whoever heard of ticklish assassins?

(12, your art is, as always, perfect. May we see Sniper taking his revenge next? I’m sure Spy has an embarrassing weakness of his own.)

This is too adorable for words. :D

publicrabbit: shotakinz: (✿◠‿◠)♥ Ffff awwww

Tue, 21 May 2013 08:53:10 +0200

publicrabbit:

shotakinz:

(✿◠‿◠)♥

Ffff awwww

B.ad A.ss M.ama F.atty: Because (TW: Weight loss, Abuse, Bullying)

Tue, 21 May 2013 08:51:43 +0200

B.ad A.ss M.ama F.atty: Because (TW: Weight loss, Abuse, Bullying):

lovely-lace-and-fishnets:

Five years old, hospital, lungs in danger, use my machine every four hours every day, can’t go out to play, she says ‘you were so tiny your ribs poked out’ and I swear I hear nostalgia there

Because I was skinny

Seven years old, matching outfits with best friend, he says ‘you’re both wearing the same thing but she looks good and you look fat,’ stomach flips, and now I don’t deserve these clothes or my friend

Because I am fat

Eleven years old, weight of a grown woman, stuffed into a school uniform, forced invitations to slumber parties, they call me ‘pig’ but say it is code for nice, and I want to believe them oh how I want to

Because I am fat

Twelve years old, cruelest years, laughter, name calling, gum spit in my hair, inside jokes about me in my face, let them cheat for a moment’s peace, bully cusses and threatens and pushes me into corners, and I just want to go home to my dog, my only friend

Because I am fat

Thirteen years old, he says ‘Fat women try to dress up and hide it but there’s no way to hide fat and they can never look good,” lump in my throat, and I can never again feel like Daddy’s ‘little’ girl

Because I am fat

Fifteen years old, somehow in the popular clique, dress like them, crop top, a shout of ‘gross put your shirt down,’ no date to homecoming, and I am not even surprised when the group dumps me

Because I am fat

Sixteen years old, sitting on the bedroom floor, my almost-boyfriend, tongue pierced, blonde curls, easy smile, everyone wants him but he is here with me, she passes by, ‘why don’t you get her to lose some weight,’ I am not the daughter she dreamed of

Because I am fat

Twenty-one years old, hits me, breaks me down, terrible threats, constant fear, drop out of school, can’t deal, two words over and over, ‘fat bitch,’ and I don’t leave because otherwise I might be alone forever

Because I am fat

Twenty-two years old, want a new man, no carbs, exercise two hours a day, a nip and tuck, congratulations all round, I’ve made it to the human club, she finally looks at me like I’m beautiful, buys me clothes, and everyone loves my new body even though it is scarred and painful

Because I am not fat

Twenty-four years old, it comes back, ‘need to lose it for your health,’ terrified, doctors say obese and diabetes and heart attack, so much shame, make him look away when I am weighed, and I suspect he might wish I didn’t look like this

Because I am fat

Twenty-seven years old, a joyous time, but books say I shouldn’t be pregnant like this, other women panic about being half my weight, and no one says ‘congratulations’ because they are afraid they might have it wrong

Because I am fat

Thirty-three years old, self-loathing and shame for as long as I can remember

Then, these women, fat accepting, obesity glorifying, proudly showing their bodies, bodies like mine, talking about love and sex and clothes and food and just living

Above all, the radical idea that I AM ALLOWED TO EXIST AS I AM and others do not have the right to be critical or superior or cruel

Because I am fat

Forever, I am her world, I think what if, what if she lives what I lived, too soon to tell, have to stop it before it ever begins, explain it all to her, respect and kindness for everyone, she gets it, Mommy I am skinny and beautiful and you are fat and beautiful, and I know I was able to teach her this important thing

Because I am fat

Every day now, look at their pictures, read their stories, understand their sorrow, their anger, their joy, not alone, adding my pictures, my stories, my sorrow, anger, joy, adding my VOICE, DON’T GIVE A FUCK, and I begin to inspire some people myself

BECAUSE I AM FAT

(feel free to reblog; just keep source: lovelylaceandfishnets)

publicrabbit: shotakinz: ♥ denoch ∩(︶▽︶)∩ ♥ #i don’t know...

Mon, 20 May 2013 23:21:50 +0200

publicrabbit:

shotakinz:

♥ denoch ∩(︶▽︶)∩ ♥

#i don’t know what’s with all the denoch lately but i ain’t complaining

publicrabbit: anarchiveofourown: Have some cute and grumpy...

Mon, 20 May 2013 22:37:45 +0200

publicrabbit:

anarchiveofourown:

Have some cute and grumpy Denoch!

:D

pourriture-du-sucre: …For life to continue, there must be...

Mon, 20 May 2013 21:23:25 +0200

pourriture-du-sucre:

…For life to continue, there must be death.
It’s inevitable, unchanging, and oft so sudden.
With each that shall pass, comes another to fill his role. It’s necessary for society to thrive, for others to thrive in turn.

"If you are waiting for the perfect moment to finally start living you will wait yourself into an..."

Mon, 20 May 2013 19:44:30 +0200

“

If you are waiting for the perfect moment to finally start living you will wait yourself into an early grave. My words may seem harsh but that doesn’t make them untrue. I do not say them with carelessness or arrogance I say them with love and determination. I am determined to see you start living. Start trying. Start believing.

You are alive. You woke up this morning to a brand new day. You have twenty four hours to do something other than wait. You can learn something. You can help someone. You can create anything and everything you keep dreaming about so earnestly. You are alive to live. To tell your story. To fill the days with questions and answers. Love and laughter. Joy and wholeness. Light and warmth. I don’t want to see anymore blank pages in your book of life because you are waiting for the perfect moment, the perfect words, the perfect life. They do not exist. Perfection does not exist on this earth or in any person. Stop waiting for something that you cannot ever find. Start living and discovering all the imperfectly beautiful treasures that this world has to offer.

Start trying.

You are scared. You are shaking and sweating from your fears and your doubts. Okay. Be scared. Sweat and shake from the fears and doubts but don’t let that be all you ever do. Do it afraid. Take a step in faith and work through the fears and doubts until you conquer each one. And yes, you can be set free from every single fear and doubt keeping you imprisoned. The key has always been there. Some call it courage, some willpower, and others faith. If you need help trust that help is here. Help will come. Help will find you. But you’ve got to start trying. Stop waiting till tomorrow. Stop making lists you just throw in a box and never look at again. Stop with the excuses of all the reasons why it’s impossible. Stop hiding from those dreams and adventures you are passionate about. You literally will never know if you never try.

Start believing.

It won’t matter who else believes in you if you do not believe in yourself. If you do not see your own potential, value, talent, significance.. You need to have faith in yourself in order to try and to live. You need to wake up and believe you have something to offer this world, because you do. You need to believe that you are a valuable, capable, intelligient, and loved human being, because you are. You need to believe that you can learn what you don’t know, because you can. You need to believe that people will offer you a hand and teach you, because they will. You need to believe in the possibility of your life. Of your story that is being written even as you sit there waiting on the sidelines.

Get off that deceptively comfy bench and enter the land of the living. The place that belongs to you as much as it belongs to me or anyone for that matter. This world needs you. People here need you. They need your smile. Your voice. Your hug. Your point of view. Your story. You have the ability to add light into someone’s life. You have the opportunity to add some good and hope into this world. How could you be meaningless? How could you ever not matter?

You go through each day as if you have forever to figure it out. Forever to change what needs to be changed. Forever to make things right. Forever to deal with the wounds. Forever to take off the mask. Forever to forigve. Forever to live. You will die. You will die one day. And I hope and pray that in that last breath you can leave knowing I lived. I gave. I tried. I loved. I believed. I lived…

Stop waiting.
Start living.
Start trying.
Start believing.

Baby steps my dear. Tiny little movements of progress…

Why don’t you take one today and start living, trying, and believing in your book of life?

What are you still waiting for?

Today might not be the perfect day, but nonetheless it is still a day that you have…

”

- ~~Acoustic Imagery~~ (via bealightinthedark)

publicrabbit: buttmst3k: i was thinking about how both ball...

Mon, 20 May 2013 12:48:46 +0200

publicrabbit:

buttmst3k:

i was thinking about how both ball and bar gags would be completely ineffective so muzzles

MORE YESSSS!

publicrabbit: pk6: <3 he’s so adroable Hey there little...

Mon, 20 May 2013 12:46:29 +0200

publicrabbit:

pk6:

<3

he’s so adroable

Hey there little darlings… There’s nothing to fear here.

Nothing to fear… At all.

Here, have some sugar.

dansecondchannel: “What are you doing this weekend?” “What are you doing this summer?” “What are...

Mon, 20 May 2013 12:31:00 +0200

dansecondchannel:

“What are you doing this weekend?”

“What are you doing this summer?”

“What are you doing with your life?”

THERE IS A MONSTERHEAD IN THE FIREPLACE!

jayjamjar: A Carpenters Masterpiece (Explored) by...

Mon, 20 May 2013 12:25:28 +0200

jayjamjar:

A Carpenters Masterpiece (Explored) by Hörspielhörerin [here and there] on Flickr.

This is one of the most gorgeous flickr photosets I’ve ever seen. The place is so wonderful and well-preserved. I hope it stays that way for a long time, for other urban explorers.

Cyan's Writings: An opinion I happen to have

Mon, 20 May 2013 10:50:29 +0200

Cyan's Writings: An opinion I happen to have:

syncrasis:

abil-illusion:

veitstanz:

syncrasis:

pls reblog and add your comments right to the reblog. I LOVE to read your thoughts! I look at every single reblog to see if you left a comment in your tags but some of your themes are difficult to figure out and/or hide…

I’m with you on this, Cyan. I love reblogs with comments. So much.

z1c: being 20+ on tumblr Pffffahahahaha 30+ here, youngin’

Sun, 19 May 2013 22:41:47 +0200

z1c:

being 20+ on tumblr

Pffffahahahaha

30+ here, youngin’

fuckyeahtf2: dreamsandfeels: TF2 cover images from the class...

Sun, 19 May 2013 21:48:44 +0200

fuckyeahtf2:

dreamsandfeels:

TF2 cover images from the class trailers, courtesy of a nice anon on /v/. It’s still one of the best FPS games I’ve played despite it’s shortcomings, and a game that can be enjoyed by people who do not regularly enjoy FPS games.

Amen.

- Rawr

Aaaall the phallic symbols. Alllll of them :3

A Strider in the TARDIS: It Was Either Someone Buy Tumblr or There Be No Tumblr

Sun, 19 May 2013 21:34:11 +0200

A Strider in the TARDIS: It Was Either Someone Buy Tumblr or There Be No Tumblr:

racistpartyking:

hero-of-time-winds-and-legend:

Okay, so, hearing that Yahoo has bought Tumblr, I decided to do a little more digging.

Apparently Tumblr was running out of money. This means that, if someone didn’t buy Tumblr, like Yahoo, Tumblr would be completely shut down. No more blogging. No more gifs. No more pictures. No more posts.

So, in light of that news, ask yourself, what would you prefer, Tumblr being completely shut down or Tumblr being kept open with the possibility of some changes being made?

According to this article, Tumblr will continue to be mostly independant, which means that the chances are that not a whole lot will change. There’s likely to be some integrating into the Yahoo main hub, which will include emails and messenger, but beyond that I imagine Tumblr will largely stay the same.

Also, the issue with advertisements. According to this article, the way that adverts are put into Tumblr is done in a way that we actually see very little of them, and the adverts are very targeted. This is why Yahoo doesn’t care about their advertisers and porn mixing. So, they’re not going to get rid of the porn either.

Lastly, you’re going to have to face the fact that Tumblr is now owned by Yahoo. I may be being blunt, but it’s true. Tumblr has been owned by Yahoo for 2 days now. You can’t change it, you can’t stop it, it’s too late. What I suggest is that you all wait, see what’s ACTUALLY going to happen rather than throwing around random speculation that has no basis in fact, and then, after any changes have been made (if there even will be any) decide if you want to keep using Tumblr or not. However, I’m 87% certain that it won’t be as bad as some of you seem to think it will be.

Can everyone read this and please shut the fuck up thank u

I can understand people getting worried… But it’s the nature of the beast named Internet that communities change. Worst case scenario, tumblr suddenly jumps the shark… People will just move on to some other platform.

tf2-daesdemona: giddytf2: tf2-daesdemona: That dirty...

Sun, 19 May 2013 21:04:31 +0200

tf2-daesdemona:

giddytf2:

tf2-daesdemona:

That dirty confession stuck in my head…I had to do it!

Throw Heavy with equally magnificent socks in there, and commence some argyle-licious sex!

Thrown!

YUM

just-another-ask-elsen: Zone 3 is probably the best place on...

Sun, 19 May 2013 21:03:30 +0200

just-another-ask-elsen:

Zone 3 is probably the best place on the world… M-Maybe…

writingcyan: pixolith: 30 Day OTP Challenge Day One - Holding...

Sun, 19 May 2013 20:36:52 +0200

writingcyan:

pixolith:

30 Day OTP Challenge Day One - Holding Hands

Remember when I said I’d do this challenge? Well, I finally remembered too.

Remember this post? I want to show Demoman some love tonight; expect any and all pairings because all the classes need to show Demo their love too.

Tavish/Jane will always be my first and truest Demo-pairing, though. Romance or bromance? The alcohol and explosions make it hard to tell the difference—as if they’d even care what people think.

I loved the bromance comic, really did.

Curious to see what you have in store :3